Last night I had myself a real pity party - I was washing dishes and watching the tears drop into the sink as I wondered "why me." I am healthy, my family is healthy (physically that is), but still. My daughter is addicted to crack, Coricidin and is a cutter as well. I stood there and cried as I thought of the last two years of lost time with not only me, but her sister, her brother, her step-father and everyone else who loves her.
Today we found out she has possibly relapsed - while on home visits no less. Am I that blind or does she not understand the grave consequences of drug use. What did I do so wrong that makes her want to harm herself or escape life so bad???
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