We had a conference call today with Lindsey, her counselors, etc. Matt was able to express to Lindsey everything I felt as I couldn't even talk. I so hope that she someday she will realize we are doing everything we can in our power to help her, not make her mad or be stuck somewhere. Someday I hope she realizes how our love for her is so strong and fierce.
I am sure right now she thinks we are a bunch of idiots, but with our determination and persistence in helping her get better, I hope she looks at this some day as one of her biggest challenges and one that she came out of stronger than ever and a better person because of our insistency. She will persevere and be successful. I have faith.
It will be hard going on vacation without her as it looks like that will be the case. I will go feeling much guilt and sadness, but also with the realization that we have a whole life in front of us to vacation. I look forward to the day we can vacation with Lindsey, Haley and Will and laugh and love with shining eyes.
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